Even though my lyrics are all wrong, you make me sound like a better song
I’ve lost all faith in a world so full of hate & I don’t fucking love music I just use it to escape
I’m caught between wanting to punch someone in the face & putting a bullet in my head to leave the human race
Everything takes its toll but there’s no tolls I can take, I haven’t yet found a good reason to be awake
I’m insecure by every facet of my existence, from my addictions to the condition I choose to live in, who you kidding?
I suffer from excess anxiety, a product of pollution in American society
Stare into my eyes and see the hell that burns inside my mind & I no longer have an ego I can hide behind
but I’ve been trying, disregarding my insanity
Drive boy dog boy
Dirty numb angel boy
In the doorway boy
She was a lipstick boy
She was a beautiful boy
And tears boy
And all in your innerspace boy
“oh, those alcoholic afternoons when we sat in your room, they meant more to me than any other thing on earth, they had more worth than any living thing on earth”
You and me in a playhouse
Living in a veil
We never need to go without
Memories bring no joy or peace
We are alone and all we need
Tuning out of their poison
Every waking day
Intolerance to overcome
Fortunes won by the boys with their guns
We are alone, nowhere to run
Bernadette, you are my liberty
I celebrate the day
that you changed my history
Oh, life and death
Will always lead you to love and regret
But you have answers and I have the key
For the door to Bernadette
Winding down our emotions
Family and friends becoming ghosts to dream of
And pass on time we raise
Every face, every name
We are alone, no one to blame
Bernadette, you are my liberty
I celebrate the day
that you changed my history
Oh life and death
Will always lead you to love and regret
But you have answers and I have the key
To Bernadette